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Originally Posted by GeorgeWeasley'sEar
Sometimes emotions baffle me to the point that I hide them and wish I could get rid of them entirely. And then they burst out like a geyser and I yell at people for breathing too loud, which confuses me more.
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oh boy, do I relate to this all too well! lol
I know for a fact that I manipulate my own self into believing that I am not angry when i am, almost like a defense mechanism in trying to conceal the truth from the outside world. Funny thing is, though, is that everyone else can see it even though I try to hide it.
I am a heart-on-the-sleeve kinda guy 
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Current Dx- Bipolar I w/ psychotic features - Borderline Personality Disorder
Current Rx- 15mg Olanzapine, 50mg Trazodone 2x day, 200mg at night, 300mg Bupropion XR, Prozac 20mg
Previous Dx- paranoid schizophrenia, schizoaffective bipolar disorder
Previous Rx- Depakote, Seroquel, Risperidone
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