I'm confused...

I am a very emotional person, but I don't always understand why I feel the way I do. I know why I have emotions: the firing of neurotransmitters in my brain. Sometimes emotions baffle me to the point that I hide them and wish I could get rid of them entirely. And then they burst out like a geyser and I yell at people for breathing too loud, which confuses me more.

Emotions can get kind of crazy... You just have to find something that keeps you sane, really.

oh boy, do I relate to this all too well! lol

I know for a fact that I manipulate my own self into believing that I am not angry when i am, almost like a defense mechanism in trying to conceal the truth from the outside world. Funny thing is, though, is that everyone else can see it even though I try to hide it.

I am a heart-on-the-sleeve kinda guy

I relate to all of this. Even though I try to hide my feelings and emotions others can see them more than I would like. I used to be better at hiding them but not so much anymore. And lately I am not sure I even care whether I can hide them or not. I am getting way to tired of being me all the time as it is.