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Aug 24, 2013, 04:48 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2013
Location: USA
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Thanks for the replies =] Was just a little curious.
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Originally Posted by Teen Idle
I've cut due to boredom because being bored to me isn't just wishing I had something to do; all my senses become dulled yet the second something touches me the wrong way I get fidgety. I become anxious. Sometimes paranoid. So cutting gives me the physical feel I think I "need", and the calm after. It's a terrible cycle.
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This actually might be exactly what it is! I have a lot of moments where I feel emotionally numb/diconnected. Hence, no feelings about anything - boredom.
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Originally Posted by pandarama123456789
Cutting has become more of an.. urge, for me. Maybe it's because of the endorphin factor, or the visual pleasure I get from seeing blood, or a combination, but it's the same either way; I feel compelled to do it. I really wish I never started  |
Some days I do feel the urge, but some days I don't. I do know that blood i almost always a factor for me though, so again, you might be on to something 
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Originally Posted by Samanthagreene
I have read about people who get a sort of high from cutting... but if you're doing it for fun, maybe it's just a habit, or maybe you're just so used to doing it, you do it even when you don't need to. I'm not sure.
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It feels like a habit, and then sometimes almost a chore. Maybe its not really boredom/fun but a mix of a bunch of these. Thanks for the insight =]
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