this holiday it seems like everyone not bothering to talk with me, i am the one who starts chatting now, i don't want to bother anyone who doesn't want to speak with me. and i am starting to have black and white thoughts about them.
i am that kind of people who do nothing except setting in home at holiday, so i dont go outside or meet people.
so i don't know if should just disappear from there life for a while and see what they will do, or should i just ignore them like they do with me, i don't like this ideas but i don't want to force anyone to be my friends.
what do you think i should do?