I'm not miserable...

I'm just very sensitive

I feel like I can feel the anguish of a million squillion people..

I'm at the uppermost limits of mania

this experience has damaged me before and I feel damaged now

...but tears are so beautiful like this

it's like my heart is pouring down my face

and the liquid understands things I can only dream of...

like angels are opening my senses

I am on the edge of now...

before and after is so enormous!

I cannot manage this experience without crying all over the place

I am not ashamed