crying all day...

I'm not miserable...

I'm just very sensitive

I feel like I can feel the anguish of a million squillion people..

I'm at the uppermost limits of mania

this experience has damaged me before and I feel damaged now

...but tears are so beautiful like this

it's like my heart is pouring down my face

and the liquid understands things I can only dream of...

like angels are opening my senses

I am on the edge of now...

before and after is so enormous!

I cannot manage this experience without crying all over the place

I am not ashamed

This was absolutely beautiful. I love love LOVED this part:

"it's like my heart is pouring down my face"

Please don't cry DM.

my silly little head is like a swimming pool...

I felt an itch and discovered a dolphin!

doing acrobatics and still the droplets sprayed me in the face

blurred vision has never been so sensational

my silly little head is a puddle

and a gentle rainstorm and oops dolphin got a bit of a lightening strike...

but he is ok

there is plenty of water in my silly little head for bunches of fishies and I can still let a bit dribble out my curious eyes

hehe...here is a challenge I present to myself
cos crying is mostly mis-understood

okidoki here goes....

dumbstruck unbelievabilities distracted my previously featureless demeanour ...

a pain so magnificent arrives in the always unreachable parts of my skull

what typically ?...all the things I have awareness of my body my body all the way up and down has been dissolved in a magnificent display of emotion...

I am no longer anything I am pure feeling

I am intersecting the hearts of angels with my own

time is accelerating to it's own vanishing point...

tears are droplets of God and life is rapidly reaching it's design when they fall...

it's an eye ballet a personal face opera

the most uncompromised experience ever

if I could manage it I would keep every tear I ever had

a human can be completely dehydrated and yet still cry about it

angel water is beautiful... it is a gift from heaven to cry

tears are words we don't know how to say...
so get set to get wet!

it's healing

I cannot ***** stop!

what is going on?

OMG!!

I thought yesterday was just and experience a one time thing

it's 4am and a bit now and I cannot sleep because I am so totally emotional

how much water is in my head?

it was feeling good but now I am getting a bit worried

there is a lot more going on than just a need to open up

it seems I opened everything up and I have fallen inside the hole

I have become 'it'....the reason behind crying

controlled by forces unfamiliar

I have been emotional before but never like this

I am not in a panic I am just overwhelmed almost a panic because it's ....? hell I am never like this and yet despite the intensity I am unafraid...

still?...I wish it would stop

because I don't understand it

crying for 2 days about well?...anything and everything

this is not mania it's beyond mania

I just had some icecream and custard and cried about that too

still not ashamed just freaked out a bit