Sorry you are going through so much right now .. I agree with the above advice.

You have to work a certain amount of time "credits" to qualify for SSDI ( disabilty) but you may qualify for SSI which is supplimental income.. If you are young your not going to be receiving very much , certainly not enough to really live off of. Some people qualify quickly and some it can take a couple years.. Its not an easy process . The more documentation you have from your Pdoc the better.. And your Pdoc really needs to agree with you that disability is in your best interests.

If you don't have a T you should look into it.. Talk therapy can help work on anxiety issues .

Good luck and I hope your able to find employment that works for you.