Compared to how I was 6+ months ago, my coping skills have greatly improved for the past few months. Considering how I've been having more problems/issues that have been "bigger" or "significant", I've been trying my best to stay positive and optimistic.

I hope I didn't jinx myself, but I had a feeling I'd eventually be too overwhelmed and freak out.... what goes up must come down right?

The past month have been very challenging. It seems like there's more issues coming up before I can even figure one out...

Also, I've always had insomnia problems. I had an appointment with my pdoc this morning but I totally slept through my alarms and I completely SNAPPED today. I usually have to schedule my appointments with my pdoc 2 months in advance and I REALLY needed to see her today.

I feel hopeful, started having god awful thoughts and freaked out my boyfriend....