Yeah, there is no one I know. Mainly, because I've tried many times trying to feel secure with my feelings in a mono relationship. I mean I've had this since I was little, I used to have nightmares being forever stuck with a girl that I liked at one point and ended up hating all together. I mean that isn't this issue, it grew into that every mono relationship I had I turned into a ****** person even if the relationship was satisfying to some degree. I hated the thought that I am always will be restricted behind the chains on monogamy styled relationships forever. I really dread it, I can commit Ok, no matter how great the girl is. Like she can be the best thing that has happened to me until like after awhile even if it goes ok.