Subodh Sansar,
Thank you for such strong words.

Hmmm I do know that there are a lot of things I could do outside a relationship. But no one can be alone always. And there is also the added pressure of parents looking for an arranged wedding.

I just - feel bad about myself when he says such things - especially when I love him so much. I also don't wish to be the person who walks out at the first signs of problems in a relationship - it is again small of myself to do so.

Holding on to the relationship even with pain seems easier than to let go and face what happens next. I am scared