do you ever start reading a book that you know might be good for you and could give you some understanding and insight to what is going on in that crazy mind?? I have this book I started reading and it is so me in a lot of ways that it is hard to read but I want to . grrrrr it is kind of hysterical because ill read it for about 5 minutes and put it down shaking my head clear rest for a bit and pick it up again .