I admit I did it. But it wasn't for the usual reasons. It wasn't due to depression, or apathy, or numbness. But rather anger. I've been so irritable these past two days. Now I'm a bit bruised up. Okay, more than a bit. I just felt like I couldn't calm myself down. At all. Praying this all isn't because of the meds. I was doing so well on them. But I suddenly... I don't know. This feels like an episode. Worse than any I've had yet. I was pretty rough on myself. Yikes.