Like most people in therapy, I have more than one issue, so I disagree with your answer. I have a lot of reasons to be in therapy. I'm analyzing the googling because I feel pain when I want to know more about my T and can't. It hurts but no one can really know another person's hurt, so I don't expect you or anyone to really understand. It hurts deeply and feels like she is shutting me out, and I start to feel like I'm sinking into quicksand. I appreciate your opinion, and thinking dialectically, there is some truth in what you said about wanting something to talk about here, and wanting responses too.