i think im gonna um talk briefly about things ive been leaving out here.

ive been very paranoid lately. seeing more demons. i never know when my paranoia crawls into delusions. but ive been paranoia about people wanting to hurt me. very. to the point where im not wanting to leave me house as much. not many voices but seeing stuff and paranoia. ive been having demons stalk and attack me when im alone.

let me just say i lost about 5 pounds and im very happy about that. i stopped eating fast food and stuff.

my memory has been bad. i use the oven and forget it on. i make coffee and forget it make it. every single time. i lose things and within 1 min dont remember where i put it. i remmeber reading schiz as being early dementia or something in past decades books and it worries me.