I've been going through a horrible depression the past 7 weeks. I sleep 12+ hours a day, have no motivation in life, strong Sui urges and am extremely agitated and irritable. I see my therapist in 7 more days, pdoc in 10 , hopefully for a med change. That's not really long away but I have no life, no job, don't go to school, no friends, the days, despite me being asleep for half of them, are going by extremely slow and all I want to do is die. I need advice on how to get through this at least for the next week, I feel very on edge and am worried, I want to hurt myself but I'm trying not to. I've been on the verge of going inpatient again lately but I really don't want to go since the last time I went was only 6 months ago, I know if I can make it the 7 days somehow, I'll be able to make it 10. I'm hoping to get back on an antidepressant. Thanks in advance to anyone who reads/replies.