Now that December is over, mood feels less melancholic. Found out, my car, may be repaired, but my aunt and uncle are in deliberations, as they are footing the bill, as to what to do. I am blessed, that's my mom's only brother, and he's been a huge part of my life since he was 16/17. Biologically speaking, I am his only niece(or nephew for that matter). He must have just graduated college, when my parents divorced. Yesterday was his wedding anniversary, gosh, was that '88 or '89, or perhaps even '87?

'87.

January, is the incoming month, of the year. My next anticipated, 'blah' month is March. Don't know why, it affects me, even being aware, but March is *ugh*. Want to see me sob like a baby, catch me on the 15th, of March. (special phone call day between myself and my mom. Her anniversary of death is the 22nd)

Now this month, in comes my bday. Miss my mom's call to me, in the morning, saying my knickname. And I miss calling her up, at time of birth, Hey mom, remember what you were doing, x# of years ago? To the tune, of Oh, ****, that was the coldest day of that winter!!!