Thank you for your replies.
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Originally Posted by unlockingsanity
Part of establishing trust is being able to trust in your therapist to be able to see you. So much literature states the importance of a schedule so the client can feel safe within the relationship. I realize this isn't always possible, but "as and when I can" is a bullsh** answer.
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Thank you. I feel the same. Early in the relationship, I had to fight for a consistent time every week but back then I had an insurance he liked... my chances of securing a consistent time now that I'm uninsured and paying his lowest fee are basically non-existent.
I know that he doesn't value me; I have known for a long while. It is close to impossible for me to feel that anyone
should value me though, so his behavior is consistent with what I expect and reinforces my internal beliefs.
The grief I begin to experience when I accept the idea of letting go is so overwhelming that I can only stay with it for a few moments....
