I KICKED HIM OUT!! My household is very happy! My son doesn't miss him at all!! The energy in my home has changed.
I know there is something inside of me that wants to nurse damaged people. I must out an end to that. This guy showed me from the door that he wasn't right but I proceeded thinking I could show him love & we could live happily ever after! I'll live happily ever after without him! I love him but I'm better off without him.
The day he left, my platonic man friend came over, put my bed together, made dinner for my son & I and walked my dog. That is more than my bf has done for us! I will only nurse healthy relationships going forward no matter what. If I see the red flags, I will run to the nearest exit. I will not put myself through this emotional turmoil again!
On the last day, he hugged me but I didn' hug him back. He said he loved me but I didn't say it back. Why should I? I had it on my head to move on & stop catering to his broken ego like a bandaid. He was on his own. The current feelings don't matter much. What mattered is wht he did & made me feel during the relationship & he made me feel ******. When I didn't call 24 hrs later to check up on him, he had a tantrum, name called, threw insults & anger & etc. I know he only wants to keep the "love" flowing because he needs to manipulate me for $ but I cut tht too. I'm over it & have moved on.