hi dessy, so sorry, i'm crying here.because i feel like you and i know your pain. just wish i could actually meet you in person, and others who have been abused, i never spoke to other people in our situation before, and i'm so glad i joined here. i feel worthless too, no self esteem, no self respect,but perhaps we could do this together, i'm holding your hand all the way. please believe you are worth something, we are worth something, let's just say it together every day, every hour, every minute til we believe it ourselves. we have to start somewhere don't we? may be better together, or even with others in here, we were made to feel like this by people we trusted and loved, it's hard, but people we trust and love now are telling us we're somebody, let's not let our baggage get too heavy, we can move forward quicker if we ditch it, bit by bit,day by day.
love you, never met, doesn't matter, we share a similarity, we will do this together.

jinnyann