Thank you so much for your comment! I spent some time writing it and kinda expected a little more feedback ...after all , that's why we write these things on here...for support and such. I also have a sneaking suspicion that I am not the only Married Woman on this website in this situation. But yes, I agree... I have a whole lot ahead of me. There are some circumstance that are preventing my from acting on it right now , which is extremely hard...but when the time is right , I trust that I'll do what I need to do for me. Thanks again.