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Bentay · Feb 18, 2014, 09:51 PM

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Originally Posted by ahdm

Unfortunately (I say this word way too much) I don't think she would offer me another session. Not that I know what she would/wouldn't do, but I was supposed to finish at 12 sessions, but because I was in such a state, she offered me 2 more... problem is, they wouldn't pay her for them because they weren't part of the 12 sessions max

I felt very bad after that, I'm not sure whether she did get paid or not, and if I had any money at all, I would've given it to her.
I guess my point and worry is that seeing as she already gave me 2 more sessions I doubt she would give me another one.

All of this was the calm before the storm - last night when I was alone in my room, it hit me. Hard. I have never felt so much pain and heartbreak and loneliness and abandonment in my life. I cried literally buckets, which is new for me.

Oh ahdm I really feel for you it's really tough

The reason I wrote to my T was because it was only after the final session it dawned on me how difficult the ending was (I was fine during the actual session). It was when reality set in I began to feel really alone & sad.

Its such a shame you were only given 12 sessions on the NHS. Are you able to return to your GP for another referral as it just doesn't seem right that your therapy has ended this prematurely.
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