all i needed was an antidepressant. and well a whole doctor change. but i guess i got something out of it. the antideppressant. but i didnt need to be in hospital for suicidal thoughts. and i wasnt psychotic. but i feel a relapse coming on. i can feel it and im seeing things again. more. and more paranoia and hallucinations. but i feel it in my core. something evolving.