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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
Thats right. I forgot about that. Well, tomorrow it will be done. I know you have had TONS of anxiety over this. You got this though! (((hugs)))
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Thanks Punky! It's not just what to say to the GP, but also what to say to my parents about why I want to go on my own without hurting their feelings or making them suspicious :/
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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
What are some good things that could happen when you go to GP tomorrow. Maybe try to think about that?
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I don't really know. It's basically just a tick box exercise from the GP's POV. He's normally nice, and good at physical stuff (and doesn't just assume it's all MI-related like some do), but he just tells me to talk to the CMHT about anything psychological/mental as he's not comfortable treating me for that. I'm just worried that they've got to him and that he now thinks badly of me and will think anything I tell him is lies for attention, or whatever nonsense they've told him to discredit me. Also I'm worried that anything I tell him might get back to the CMHT, which I don't want because I can't trust them. But at the same time I guess I'm desperate for someone IRL to talk to who can reassure me or somehow make me feel better.
IDK
I'll be glad when it's over with but it's late afternoon so I've got all night and most of tomorrow to fret about it :/
*Willow*