Feel so selfish about this. Sure I want people to talk about depression and MI. Things can't change if people don't talk about it and learn people with MI are just.. well, people.

But I don't feel like doing the talking. I'm hiding like a coward. Sometimes I had wanted to tell but things have played out pretty weird that way.... people managing to hear about others with one of mine diagnoses and then saying really negative things about it. It wasn't inviting opening up after that.