I feel at the moment I am in mania to some extent. I used this energy and creativity to my advantage. I contacted the bank and managed to get my finances in a much better state and consolidate different debts I built up over the last year or so. I also decided to wear my headset while playing online, I have friends I play with but I never talk. Today I plugged in the headset and got chatting, turns out one of the guys is right into martial arts and also suffers from depression. We had a good chat and some good games played and I managed to make him feel better about his problem too :-). I also got told the guys all wished I got more involved coz im really good at the game and play well in a team. Today felt really positive and reminded me there is people that appreciate me and that when I put my mind to it I can achieve things. A couple of minor victories but these have made me feel great, shame I've took my zopiclone now and will be asleep soon. Hope I feel this good tomorrow :-)