making mania positive

I feel at the moment I am in mania to some extent. I used this energy and creativity to my advantage. I contacted the bank and managed to get my finances in a much better state and consolidate different debts I built up over the last year or so. I also decided to wear my headset while playing online, I have friends I play with but I never talk. Today I plugged in the headset and got chatting, turns out one of the guys is right into martial arts and also suffers from depression. We had a good chat and some good games played and I managed to make him feel better about his problem too :-). I also got told the guys all wished I got more involved coz im really good at the game and play well in a team. Today felt really positive and reminded me there is people that appreciate me and that when I put my mind to it I can achieve things. A couple of minor victories but these have made me feel great, shame I've took my zopiclone now and will be asleep soon. Hope I feel this good tomorrow :-)

Its always good to have a positive day. What makes you think it was mania? It could have just been the excitement of being involved in a new friendship and you are just feeling adreniline. But I'm glad you had a good day and hope you have many more!

been feeling manic this week due to some stresses a main one with my horrible brother. In the last few days I've been really aggressive and the best way to describe me was 'ready for war' phoning the bank was part of this war, but I expected this to be a screaming match but they were so helpful and understanding and this boosted my confidence. Which made me feel that if I could talk to the bank for 1.45 hours then I could man up and talk to my friends and join in the game. If its not mania, then maybe its my first good day in a long time, the fact that all the situations came out positive was so great. I also didn't speak to any of my normal stressors today. Today was a good day! I took my zopiclone and last diazepam almost an hour ago but still amped. Mania or normal, good day :-).depression free day :-)