hey henrydavidtherobot, it seems like maybe you are doubting depression because when we get depressed, we tend to feel like the world is crap, which can lead us to think that we aren't depressed, the world is just crap! depression clouds our view of people, ourselves and the world, and it's hard to see from the outside that it is the depression causing the thoughts. does that make ANY sense? dont feel im explaining it well.

and yes, you deserve love, and i bet people do love you. maybe not the one you want to love you right now?

anyway sure the world is crappy, things aren't fair, im not denying those things. but depression exacerbates the bad thoughts and steals the good. it wrecks balance, and sometimes we can be so stuck in our depression that it feels natural.

take care.