I'm back in the state I love. Although I'm only here for a visit IDC I'm here.

Tuesday was terrible I didn't get enough sleep so I decided to drink lots of caffeine to stay awake. I started feeling really sick....shaking. I was driving to my destination. I had to pull over and get a hotel rm.

Wednesday was not horribly bad. I woke up a finished driving to my destination alone. It was still hard. This thing called BP 1 has changed another thing abt me. I use to be able to get charged up on caffeine and drive ten hrs alone. Well not anymore. After I made it to town made a few stops. The third stop required me to stand in line. The agency had a disorganized line system. It was hard it tell which customer was next and which representative they were to report to. The end result was me cussing out the man behind me and a man next to me. I also cussed out the lady that FINALLY assisted me. She called me over THEN told me to wait and go back, said she needed to help someone else then wld call me over. After all this crap a relaxed by going to a dinner held at church. I was able to visit with familiar faces that gave me a smile. Later a spend a long time chatting with a friend.

Thursday
Today started off half crap in my book. I went to Bible study at my old church. The topic "being mad at God" came up. I admitted I was and why (bc I asked over and over for Him to take my MI away and He did no). No one really could understand well I felt tried to LISTEN but one person. The other part of my day has been good. I've been hang at my alma matar

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