so i have bad voices right now. not bad really as in evil but more "bad" as in lots.

and it didnt help that i spent time with my mom today and she kept using every euphemism she could to tell me how fat i am. how my hips are pushing out of my jeans and how ill "never be skinny" again and laughing and rolling her eyes at me in laughter. every time i spend time with my mother its always SOMETHING. right now its about my weight. next time it could be her having some snide comment about how i dont have enough money and how im on disability. or some evil sh_t. but its always SOMETHING with her. ALWAYS and this is why i fight with her and im so GLAD her and my dad are divorced. she left my dad. and i feel for him but he knows how she is too and im glad shes gone another pathway. my dad and I dont need need that.