I'm stuck in a prison of self-doubt, shame, needing, and wanting. I've barely slept at all and have to make it through this day. I am struggling. I can say that addiction has truly defeated me. I am not thinking clearly but am clear enough to still keep secrets. This is the only place I know that I can just put it out there. Please here me g**. I'm so sorry. It's just me sitting here. Foxhole prayers. My soul is broken. And it's my fault. I'm so sorry.

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