I just want to tell you all, before the depression that I have been fighting so hard takes over and makes me too negative, that I admire you all so much. Reading posts about mental illness on other sites, comments from people who have never experienced what we do, makes me realize how insightful and intelligent you all are. There are so many ignorant people in the world, people who can't think for themselves and lack empathy, and the people on this thread do not fit into that category. So the next time you feel so low, just think of how our illness gives you the insight to understand, accept, and love others. It gives us the creativity to think and possibly even do amazing things. I feel lucky to know all of you, even if it's just through a daily post. Thank you.