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Originally Posted by sidestepper
This is my biggest problem right now. I have stacks of un answered mail, un paid utilities, cleaning? What's that. I went to the doctors for the first time in months and couldn't tell them whats wrong cause it sounds so lame.
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I find myself having a hard time telling anyone what is wrong. I can't define it myself. I am going through the motions. But I've reduced what I do to so little since I don't have work now. I at least have the support of a few people and they lift me up.
Doctor soon. Getting out to a support group tonight. Had a friend over today. I'm tired of people telling me to stop dwelling on it. I'm not dwelling I'm drowning in it. But I know it will pass. It can't last forever.