Maybe you don't believe you'll ever get better, but now is not the time to give up! Sometimes you just have to accept what comes to you and try to work around it to the best of your ability. In my case, I think I'm afraid of recovery. Happiness is so foreign and strange I don't know what it will be like. So sometimes I feel like I am in love with depression even though I am its slave. I've not exactly been recovering. It's more that I've been accepting depression and accepting my depressed self and trying to work around the depression as much as possible. I can't imagine life without it right now, but there is never a time to give up on recovery.

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