I just need to vent here. My T is away on leave and while he's away I have to have a procedure. No-one has mentioned cancer but the doctors at the hospital wouldn't give me my blood results after they learned I was a pathology tech and nurse. But given the fact that I was squeezed into see a specialist the same week I was discharged and booked in for surgery within a month says something to me as the waiting lists at the local hosptial run into months. I want to think I'm worrying for nothing and this is what i do I imagine the absolutely worst possible scenario and i am plesantly surprised when things turn out alright. I hope this is what is going to happen this time. Just needed to get this out of m head.