hopefully by talking with us on the forum here we can help you feel better, that feeling you get when you're about to snap is overwhelming...but, it does go away( doesn't feel like it will at the time,though) just seems like nobody cares and the whole world is against you, but we care. best thing to do for the anger is to get it out, release it. i like to throw things that are made of glass ( for some reason the breaking of the glass is therapeutic to me) maybe it's the sound of the glass breaking exploding my anger away. it helps, makes a mess for me to clean up afterwards, but at least i feel better...i hope things get better for you!