My ex and I (together 4 years) broke up about a month ago due to him being unfaithful and abusive. We spoke for about three weeks, but then I got angry at him and told me to never speak to me again. We started speaking again a week later, and I'm torn. I really want him back. But on the other hand, I think about the cheating and the lies and I don't...I feel like I'm willing to give him another chance, but then I think about how many chances he's already had.... I don't know what to do, feeling sick from anxiety about this. It was all so much better when we didn't talk...but I like talking to him just as a friend...but he still calls me beautiful and sends me x's so it makes me feel like getting back together with him...I'm so conflicted about this and really need some help from someone a bit more experienced with this!