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I can be the same way. Mainly I notice on my birthday. I hate my birthday because I don't want any gifts or attention. I think it is a self esteem issue. I have gotten much better about it over the years. I do deserve help and positive healthy attention. We all want validation and to be accepted. The problem is we can often seek in out in unhealthy ways. Shocking statements, drama queen, passive aggressive and so on.
We have to learn to identify our needs and be able to ask in a healthy way to get them met.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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