Thanks everyone, and as I told her, and thanked her today, for her different therapeutic approach, which has been helping alot, she digs deeper, and works to get to the root of things, not jusr the surface, that is why old t, picked her out for me.

As I told her though everytime we started talking a little csa with past therapists and I disclosed some painful stuff , a month later they left. She understands this, and is telling me to take the leap of faith with her here. She said things get worsebefore they get better.

She said we will be together for a while, and theres only so much we can do in 60 min every week.

If I may be a bit vulnerable here, I feel scared, like a kid, its not easy, I have lots to disclose as it was not only one person.

im sorry if I have triggered anyone, and I dont want anyone to think im looking for attention, im practicing to be more vulnerable.