Maybe it is a big fear of commitment. That is not uncommon at all for us. Or maybe it is the natural confusion and anxiety anyone would have.
If you continue to drink you definitely won't be able to sort out what is really going on. You probably need a clear head (I know raw emotions) and some help to sort it out. Maybe even with a close friend who understands. Be careful with the alcohol as it can have a big impact on relationships.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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