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Originally Posted by jimi...
I too let you down. I didn't mean to. I'm so sorry.
I think some people can almost scream from pain, and everyone will still think they are doing OK and that they are stable. I'm not sure what gives that impression but it happens quite a bit to me, too.
We all have a need to be important, it hurts when that need is not fulfilled. But you are important, whether it is said or unsaid.
Take care whatever choice you make.
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I can't fault you personally for asking for help in a situation where you need it, it's just kind of a clear sign of how people feel about me personally on this place when no matter what, anything I tend to say kind of gets silenced.
I have no ill will towards you as you were really only doing what you should do on this site, asking for help when you were suffering.
@nowheretohide
Thanks so much for the reply. It's definitely very similar to everything you described and can't tell you how sorry I am that you're going through this but how much it helps to know others who feel the same way. I'm still feeling kind of broken enough to the point that I don't know if I'll post in the AvPD forum yet. If I stick around I will, but I'm not entirely certain yet. It's getting hard to say anything to anyone.