Aren't families great, zona? Pretty much everyone around me knew I was an alcoholic (they always do), but when I finally accepted it, bit the bullet, & entered an inpatient treatment program, most of my family responded with a resound, "Oh, no, you're fine! There aren't any alcoholics in our family, and besides, women can't be alcoholics--only men."

Some of my family haven't spoken to me or included me in family events since then (1981). Most listened later & realized that many on both sides of my family were alcoholics, ever (whisper this) women.

Very professional advice in the above posts--from people who have been where you are. It might be better, though, to see a psychiatrist about meds. GPs and PCPs aren't usually well-trained and experienced in psychiatric meds. Finding the right mix/dosage can be a bit tricky.

I'm bipolar II and haven't had a manic episode, but now that I'm educated in the disorder I can see periods of hypomania going back 40 yrs.

Best wishes, keep coming back, and be assured many of us here really really understand. Take best care.

Roads