i saw my regular psychiatrist this morning and i was so all over the place, she started ranting about me respecting her and boundaries and it pissed me off and i got up and left and told her i never wanted to see her again. idon't know what's happening to me, i asked my mum and my best friend and they both said it would be agood idea if i went back into hospital for a bit. i think they might be right, i want to go this very second, but i have to wait till tomorrow morning at least. if i go in tomorrow it means i will miss out on seeing my old psychologist. may be it's fate saying i shouldn't go back to seeing her. please stop my mind from straying and wandering and coming and going and i don't know what's happening i neeed to talk to someone who will help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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