Hmmm... I speculate this:
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I also think that since depression runs on both sides of my family, it had to pick someone to smother and it picked me.
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is much closer to the truth than this:
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Part of me wonders if I may just "want to feel this way". Like maybe I somehow enjoy the melancholy.
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I also ask myself about the role my upbringing plays in the persistence of the depression I experience. I have no certain answers.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.