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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
So instead of stopping my depot they've increased the dose because they say I'm getting 'breakthrough' symptoms. Brilliant....
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Do you not get a say in that?!
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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
On a positive note though my cpn let me read what my psych wrote and she's started an 'open notes' procedure where she lets me read what she's written and I sign it after to say I approve what she's written. It's so I get less paranoid about what people are writing about me. I thought it was really good of her
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Wow it's impressive that she would do that for you!
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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead
I'm so annoyed. Every time I mention wanting to come off meds I get threatened with hospital. I have no control over this anymore since I went on the depot
Edit: sorry I'm complaining a lot
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Why are they threatening you with hospital?? Is there stuff going on that you haven't mentioned here? Otherwise they're bluffing
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Originally Posted by faerie_moon_x
So I did something dumb, which I don't want to talk about what it was because I'm paranoid, but I want to talk about the experience caused by it. Due to doing something done I had possibly the most intense psychosis experience I have ever had. I was jumping through time. The house was pulsating, Paranoia and feeling like I was split into two, where like half of me was panicing and the other half of me was like slipping away. Everything was like flashing and pulsing like I was in a strobe light (which I hate strobe lights.)
It was really scary and I learned my lesson.  But, i see now my mind really is more effected by things that my husband isn't, for example. So, I need to be careful. |
Wow that sounds really scary!
At least you know not to do whatever it is again. Are you almost at the point where you can see a pdoc yet (I can't remember how long it was you had to wait sorry)?
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Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly
I was very stressed about getting my job evaluation and whether or not I would be asked to come back next year. I finally got the eval and was asked to sign a contract for the new year. It seems like once I got through that I felt some relief.
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Congratulations on the job!
My Dad has been ill in bed the last 2 days, so I'm stressed out doing some of the things that he would normally take care of. He's really sick and pathetic-looking, which is awful cos normally he's our rock. He doesn't often get sick, but when he does he always gets really, really sick
My Mum had her transplant appt today, which went well. As she has stayed out of hospital for a month now, they don't think she is currently sick enough to need a transplant, though they have taken bloods to double check. If the NHS were more efficient, it would've been better to have had the bloods done a week before the appt so they could've had the results today to make their decision!
And they haven't ruled out a living donation, which is good too. They said she will likely need one at some point, but hopefully we can keep her well on just the meds for as long as possible.
I'm worrying about stuff as usual :/ I'm worried that my friend is reading my thoughts again based on a text she sent. The stupid Pedigree advert on TV is harassing me again about being a bad Mum to Max. And there's an article in the papers about White Dee (a reality 'star' from the poverty-porn series Benefit's Street) having her disability stopped after partying on holiday, and I'm worried about the surveillance people following me on holiday using the tracker and using the fact that I'm on holiday against me. And I'm worrying about talking to my parents on the weekend. Mum was already telling her friend earlier that she didn't think I was ready to go back to Uni in Sept, and anything I tell her is going to make it worse
*Willow*