Thank you. I am certainly in a better place, but there is still a long way to go and I've had so many set backs, I admit I am frightened by the thought that I may go back to the worst place at any time. However, I can see that the meds to control my bleeding are what took me over the edge of reason so that I created a place so much worse than my usual depression. I need to take those meds again, but that place was horrible. I'll try to hold on for a few more days and maybe see the doctor again after the weekend, there might be something else he can give me.