My mom is dying of cancer right now. It is so painful and I can't imagine what you are going thru. I'm so very sorry for yr loss. What's getting me thru is talking to my two closest friends. Have you looked into a grief group? Try and find one. Many times churches have them. Just take yr meds and remind yr self that they DO work for you...that is what I am doing to get thru this. Remember how well they worked before she passed and that can help you realize that they are helping you even if you feel like they feel like they aren't. Remember that you are inn the grieving process and it takes time. My mood is unstable right now even tho I'm properly medicated. It's totally normal. Maybe use an anti anxiety med to help ease the stress and pain. Xanex is.really helping me right now. Be easy on yr self. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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