So as most know my guy friend attempted the big S. last thursday. he went into the hospital and got out late monday. i saw him on wednesday cause he needed in the apartment. His mom invited me to come to their house next weekend for a visit. A one last visit before i leave, i also think its a way for his mom to say thanks for being there for her son. But the problem is my mom really doesn't want me to go and i brought it up in my counseling session today and my counselor doesn't want me to go either although both of them say i get to decide either way. I don't want my mom mad at me or anything for going i don't want her to be upset or anything like that but this is something i have to do for me. The last time he got out of the hospital we were able to spend many days together to build our relationship back up and we are not able to do that this time. I think i also want to go because its still not real that he is okay. i want to talk to him like we used to, to be the friends that we used to be (even though i know that might never happen) just wanted all of your thoughts. thanks

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