I'm with you. I don't know if I can work or not. Way too many uncertainties in my life right now. I do know, if I was to get a job, I would fall back into the same behavioral patterns as in the past. Which number one would be neglecting my health. I hate dealing with an employer such as hey I need to go to the dr at... Employer : When will you be back? Me : Depends on what dr. says and how it affects my mood.

In fact I hate telling an employer anything about myself period, because it usually comes back to haunt me or used against me.

In fact I hate all employers because they all have one thing to accomplish. Get as much work out of you for the absolute cheapest pay.