Hello everyone,

I really don't know what to think of this situation.

The people involved aren't young; I'm 50 and the man involved is 52.

I met John online in May 2013. He lived and hour and a half away. We hit it off right away, and for a few weeks e-mailed and texted multiple times a day. However, do to my insecurity, I walked away three times.

In April of this year, I contacted him again through Yahoo Messenger. I didn't want anything and had no expectations. Sincerely I didn't.

During our chat, he asked me if I wanted to try again. I was surprised. All the times I broke up with him I wasn't nice. I told him we could be friends and see where things would go.

Long story short, we ended up 'falling in love' about a month into our reunion. I had always had deep feelings for him, but never told him. And he said it first.

He never asked me for anything, never money, nothing.

This is the problem; everytime we made plans to meet, and it was only twice, he had a meeting at work he was required to attend. After the second one, only a week ago, I broke it off again.

I'm sure these were just lies. What bothers me, if he wasn't serious with me, why did tell me his deepest secret? He's bisexual.

And why when he sensed I was getting ready to walk again again did he work so hard to reassure me? I am very, very insecure, and I was slowly beginning to trust him.

Why? What was this? I don't understand. I'm hurt and confused. I've read the he might be a sociaopath and/or a narcissist.

Any opinions or insight would be great appreciated.

Thanks.