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Old Jun 22, 2014, 11:55 PM
Anonymous100166
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Originally Posted by zoba View Post
For me, it's making really BIG decisions when I'm manic, and then when I'm normal again having to deal with the consequences or telling everyone that I changed my mind. For example, quitting my job(s), moving overseas, moving to a new town, becoming a Baha'i, getting "saved", deciding that I'm going to go back to school to become a math teacher/Spanish teacher/speech-language pathologist/counselor/feel-in-the-gap here, throwing all my clothes away because I've become a minimalist, throwing all my food away because I've become a super strict vegan. It's come to the point where people don't even take me serious anymore when I tell them about new ideas I have or new plans I have. I find that really embarrassing.
I was telling my brother last weekend which ain't the first time I was ready to move out west from east coast (which I really wouldn't mind) but hensaid why aren't you doing it yet? I should've asked him have you read anything on bipolar like I asked you to do to understand me a little better. Instead I get angry and spout off foul language.