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Originally Posted by zoba
For me, it's making really BIG decisions when I'm manic, and then when I'm normal again having to deal with the consequences or telling everyone that I changed my mind. For example, quitting my job(s), moving overseas, moving to a new town, becoming a Baha'i, getting "saved", deciding that I'm going to go back to school to become a math teacher/Spanish teacher/speech-language pathologist/counselor/feel-in-the-gap here, throwing all my clothes away because I've become a minimalist, throwing all my food away because I've become a super strict vegan. It's come to the point where people don't even take me serious anymore when I tell them about new ideas I have or new plans I have. I find that really embarrassing.
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I was telling my brother last weekend which ain't the first time I was ready to move out west from east coast (which I really wouldn't mind) but hensaid why aren't you doing it yet? I should've asked him have you read anything on bipolar like I asked you to do to understand me a little better. Instead I get angry and spout off foul language.